Tmi venting...

Bridget • I`m 39, I have 5 living children, a cp, stillborn twin girls, and just suffered a miscarriage at 8 weeks. My fiance and I are trying for our 2nd and hopefully our rainbow baby.
I had a feeling there was something wrong with this pregnancy. .. I was 8 weeks when this was confirmed. 2 days later, (yesterday morning) I had a D&C. I am not bleeding or cramping. My dr. said I could start trying again 10-14 days from yesterday. I really want to be intimate like now.. I need that comfort. My fiance and I hadn't had sex for several days before the confirmed blighted ovum... and he is missing some loving too. I know from what I've read I'm not supposed to put anything in the vagina for like 2 weeks... I just feel normal(physically) and I'm sooo tempted...lol... just so drained emotionally.. i miss my fiance.. ugh.. anybody else??