my brother

I never really talk about this to anyone because it really bothers me and I can't change it. my little brother is 12 years old. At age three he was diagnosed with autism. He was always very slow developing. As of right now he has the mindset of a toddler. He can't speak. He cant go to the bathroom on his own he has yo have help getting dressed. Whenever we go out he makes really loud noises and everyone stares... sometimes I look at him and I just think what he'd be like if he wasn't autistic... The thing that bothers me most is that he's gonna miss out on so much in life. He's never gonna have a wife he's never gonna have a job he's never gonna move outta my parents house... I just wish he could have all that