Me and my man haven't been getting along he either comes home late around 12-1am or not at all I KNOW there's nobody else but I can't help but feel that way. He wouldn't cheat but for April fools he joked about cheating on me with this bitch (long story I have a post made about it if I find it I'll post the title name)! He DIDN'T cheat but still now there's always doubt in my head and I'm exhausted between taking care of my grandmother (she's sickly) and my aunt and being a mama/wifey and female in general (I'm on my period so...) I do a thousand different things all in a day I'm constantly doing something and he thinks I don't do anything.. I clean the house etc and packing for vacation etc I DO it all he thinks I'm being secreted because I leave my phone on the kitchen to charge and it has a password lock on it and YES for everyone that comments "oh leave him etc" I'm NOT leaving I'm married I just want a break every now in then that's not asking for to much ... But it must be to him ugh and mine and his sex life is great so it's not like he's not taking care of.... Any other advice. . thanks

I took a very relaxing lavender bubble bath and smoked a fatty now waiting on my man to get home 🙌 life is good