FTM - Mom Guilt; Formula Feeding Support

Hello,

I am looking for support from other mommas as I am emotionally having a really hard time with accepting formula feeding for my baby boy. He will be 2 months in 5/4 and I have been working so hard for two months to pump/nurse as best I can. During this time I have been physically, mentally, and emotionally struggling. I was so determined to not give up and to keep going as long as I possibly can. I am reaching a point where I am feeling like formula feeding would relieve a lot if not all of the anxiety and stress I have been feeling from breastfeeding. I am sitting here crying typing this feeling the most incredible mom guilt that I am not giving my baby my milk. I feel like an absolute failure for giving up. I want what’s best for my baby and I never want him to be disappointed in me for giving up on something I was so passionate about. I am reaching out to you all for support and positive/uplifting words. I know I can’t possibly be the only one that has felt this way. I truly from the bottom of my heart appreciate your support and advice. Thank you 💙