Down spirit

I had a miscarriage with boy/girl twins on 3/24 yesterday made it one month. A coworker came up to me today while working saying how sorry she was and telling me that her daughter is pregnant with twins and just had a baby shower. For some reason this news has made me very sad, I thought I had gotten better but now I’m here at work crying in private it’s like I’m asking myself all those things I was in the beginning. I just wish I knew why this happened to me, I’m going try to wash my face and head back out and finish my shift hopefully this too shall pass.