I have no sex drive... please help

I started birth control about a month and a half ago and it has TOTALLY fucked with my hormones. I’m an emotional nightmare. Like the mood swings are terrible but lately it’s been mostly depression. On top of that, it has eradicated my sex drive which is pretty ironic to me considering I got on it so I could have safe sex. Now I just don’t want it at all. I really want to want it but it’s like my vagina is just broken. I feel really bad because my boyfriend is so into me but I’m never in the mood. The last time we had sex I didn’t really want to but I did it to make him happy because rarely get the chance to have sex anyway (he didn’t pressure me into it. It was totally consensual). I ended up bleeding afterwards because I couldn’t get wet enough. Even when I masturbate (which is almost never now) it’s not even that good. It’s like everything has been dulled. Now my boyfriend wants to have sex on Friday when we might get the chance but I’m not sure I really want to but I don’t want to hurt his feelings. I’m going to make an appointment to try a different pill but idk how long it will be till his gets fixed