Ttc- waiting game.

I need to vent because the screams in my head are getting louder and louder. I am 12 days late for Aunt Flo. I had to go to the hospital a few weeks back for almost passing out from sever dehydration and I have not been right every since. I am having trouble sleeping, my stomach had become an alien to me. It’s always upset. No matter what I eat it is upset. I’m constantly back and forth to the bathroom. Either I really need to go or I’m looking for Aunt Flo due to the CM. I tested last Sat my mom tells me to just wait until the end of the month because I got a strong no. Ugh I think I’m going crazy simply waiting. I have been praying and praying that aunt flow never shows up well at least for a while lol. Anyone else hate the waiting game. It’s nuts