Looking for encouragement - off meds for pregnancy

I had to discontinue the medications I take for a neurological disorder since they are not compatible with pregnancy. I’m 8 months now, so I’ve been off my meds for a while.

Every day gets harder. While my medications control physical symptoms, there’s a major psychological component to treatment, too. I’m tired of being in pain. I’m tired of not being able to function. I can’t see or hear properly when my symptoms get particularly bad, so I can’t drive anymore. I can’t work on my research, or even finish my chores at home.

It’s all worth it for my baby to be healthy, but I’m still struggling. I have good and bad days, and this one is really bad.

I’m just looking for encouragement right now, stories from people who had difficult pregnancies but made it through and would do it all over again. Thank you for your help, and I’m sorry to complain. I know I’m lucky beyond words to be blessed with the chance to be this wonderful little boy’s momma!