Can anyone relate to what I’m going through?

I’m on cycle day 51, still no period. Took a test last Wednesday and negative. Feeling very bloated. Don’t really feel like I’m getting my period. I do tend to have irregular periods. My husband & I are currently TTC. I went to the doctors last month and we have been waiting for me to get my period to come in to do blood work and now I’m not getting it. This whole process is so tiring mentally 😣😔