I’m going crazy.

I want to be pregnant so bad. So many tears, so many months trying. So many negatives. So much false hope. So many times going back to check tests. I know these tests are notorious for Evaps. I took the top test this morning and I’m looking at it 14 hours later and there is a definite line with color. It is still thin but is very different compared to the tests from last month. I did start my period today as well. I’m just hoping and trying to find a way to make this happen. I want to be pregnant. I want my baby already. Please y’all, I need help.