Long rant. Sorry!!

Well I’m 4 days overdue and absolutely no signs beside the baby is in the right position that she is ready to come. The heat is killing me. The temp ranges from 75-90 degrees Fahrenheit. I’m in a lot of pain. Walking hurts and I’m getting sick and tired of everyone telling me what to do and not to do. And the stupid tips of how to get labor going. And my husband pissing off my dad almost getting kicked out (live with my dad). And everyone either asking when is the baby coming or don’t have the baby today or this day because it will be a inconvenience to them. No one cares what I say, ask, or my opinion. My obgyn is pissing me off, he wants to wait till I’m 42 weeks to induce. Don’t care about my opinion or the fact that I’m having physical problems. I’m emotionally and mentally exhausted. I’m at the point of having anxiety attacks in my sleep. I’m having severe break downs. I’m at the point of not letting anyone including my mother (husband will be there) at the hospital because they think that I’m going to do what they want. Ahh I can’t to get this baby home. This pregnancy is turning into a nightmare. Not my baby girl just the situation.