Send hope please so I don’t feel alone :(

I’ve been testing every day since the 25th, I’ve been getting super super almost invisible lines idk if these are in my head it it’s driving me nuts. This is 4/25(9DPO/FMU):

4/26 (10dpo/FMU):

4/26 (10dpo/FMU):

4/27 (11dpo/FMU):

Please just help me out I know more then half of you will day these are negative tests and some of you will say you see vvfl and all of us will agree to keep testing. But I don’t want to becusse I’m scared I’ll keep getting these results (whatever we may call them) my boyfriend says I made it the 2nd line up in my head Becusse of how badly I want to be pregnant. ( to see the pink line in last pic put brightness all the way up and turn phone side to side slowly) well the last pic is arguable weather or not there’s a line. IDK WHAT TO DO IM GROWING MORE IMPATIENT AND MORE ANXIOUS EVERYDAY SOMEONE SEND ME SOME HOPE AND SOME ADVICE SO I DONT FEEL SO ALONE