Creepy...

Kind of unrelated to pregnancy but...

I’m 32 weeks pregnant and we are fixing to move into our new home. It was a fixer upper we bought in January. It was built in the 1930-40s and needed a lot of TLC and then some not so tender love and care in some areas (e.g. the bathrooms that had to be gutted). My fiancé just said we can probably be moved in this upcoming week, but I have a confession. Our house gives me the TOTAL creeps!

I’m a big chicken about the dark, or being alone, or just being scared in general. I can’t even watch scary movies because I don’t sleep good for weeks after. I know I’m probably just over reacting but I’m still super freaked out. I feel like the times I’ve been there alone I hear stuff falling over upstairs and weird noises, which I’m sure have explanations but I’m not going up there to see what they are! I’ve been trying to make myself be there alone during the day whilst cleaning and such to get over my fears, and I know when we get our furniture all together and have everything running a lot of those old house noises will fade into the background and I’ll be okay but I’m seriously getting anxiety over being home alone when my fiancé leaves for work. I think I’m gonna tell him I don’t want to sleep there until his first day off so he can be home with us 🙈😭

Im also making my daughter freak out a little because she can tell I’m scared. It also doesn’t help that I watched the conjuring a few weeks after we bought our house and our basement looks like the basement in that movie 😂 lololol wish I’d never watched it.