I’m really confused

Anna

Ok so I’m 14, yes I know I’m young, but anyways, I’m kinda scared about the future. This isn’t necessarily about relationships but I need advice. I push everything away I have realized when I thought i was dealing with it, but now idk where to go. Me and my bestfriend are growing apart and everyone has abandoned me including my father. And me and my mother are but close. I just don’t know what to do :(