pain doesnt go away

Diawa • Mommy to beautiful rainbow girl 🌈

I dont know where to start. I thought my pain and grief were gone. But now coming up to what would have been the due date of our first baby, my life is a mess. This next week is going to be so hard for me. i feel the pain everyday and the fact that I will not be able to see and have my baby in my arms just hurts me more and more.

I'm sorry to bother anyone. just need support.