I hate myself

So I'm only about 7 weeks along. I work anywhere from 6-9 hours a day in the car business (I'm always busy at work). I barely get a chance to rest at work. Most days I barely get a lunch. My husband works in the same field. He works at least 12 hours a day.

By the time I get home I am too tired or sore (usually both) to do anything productive. I'm lucky if I get one chore done.

I know my husband would never say anything about the house being a little dirty. He knows how hard I work, and that I'm growing a life. I just hate myself for not being able to keep a clean and put together house. Please tell me I'm not alone and it gets better. I just want to curl up in bed and cry. I always put so much pressure on myself to be perfect.

I just needed to vent a little.