He came On me...

So me and My Boyfriend, Who have Known each other since Kindergarten but just Recently (2 months) started dating. We’re hanging out in my room with the door closed. Now. Keep in mind. Him and i are both 15. He just turned 15 this year in February. I turn 16 in December. Okay So Back to the topic of tonight, so it started off All Sexual he was Groping my breast and Sucking on my nipples. It had me like Really Happy. We kept Going on and Doing a bunch of Things to Each other... I got really worked up and begging him to Cum on me... Should i feel this ashamed of myself? And For the love of all. I told him lick it off...it got really intense and he Was doing thing to My pussy and Made me Cum to much i didn’t even know i was doing it! Along with Squirting... im so Embarrassed!!! And i don’t know what i should feel or think. I have Been in love with him since the 4th grade. And now we are Freshmen in Highschool. He was just My Best friend before. Now...He’s all i think about... and thats even before today. When ever we do stuff like this. Its never a Empty house. My dad is home. My sister is literally the room above mine. The walls and floors are Thin. My aunt and Grandma live in the room below mine. Just the Idea of someone walking it Makes me want him more and more.

What do i do to calm myself down.

How do i stop myself from Cumming?

Or for the matter

How do i know when i am?!

I can never tell when he does and its not the first time he has gotten me to.

Im so immature. I love him so much. And i cant say no. Like ever! I have before but i always end up giving in to him.

Connor is never demanding. He treats me with ALOT of respect and Honor. He is a total gentleman. And i cant picture my life without him. He worries about me a-lot, and thats one thing i love about him. What i love the most is his Intelligence and Passion about what he loves. And best thing about him. He promised never to force me. That he would ask and get consent first before anything. And he has stuck to it.