Postpartum vagina 😬😬

So I’m not even close to giving birth yet and today I was reading something about how your vagina will never even be close to what it was before saying it will be loose wide not look the same and all this and it really started to freak me out!! How normal did your vagina look after everything was healed and how did it feel like sex wise and look wise really, also how long did it take for it go get back to “normal”?? TMI but I have a pretty small vagina I’m a petite person in general only 4’11 like everything down there is small and little kinda weird but you would think it was a kids or something lol so I’m just kinda freaking out. Any advice, info and encouraging thoughts would be much appreciated 🤗🤗 sorry for the vagina talk 😂😂