I don’t know what to do.. please help me.

Hi girls.

My friend and I have always joked around with each other. Our jokes towards each other are rough, and something like “ew what are you wearing” or we would tell a joke on an imperfection of each other, and we always laugh.

Lately though, she’s been judging me in a way a friend shouldn’t. She would say “You have disgusting clothes buy better ones.” With a straight face, I could feel the awkwardness and tension. She was serious. She also says, “you’re fat.” Or “you’re dumb.” She’s constantly judging me on the way I dress, they way I look, my hobbies, etc. I’ll never change myself for her. If I wear my favourite shoes, she’ll say “those are cheap shoes buy better ones like vans.” I replied with “shoes are shoes, I use them what they’re for.” It used to be funny, It’s not funny anymore, if I stand up for myself she will never take it seriously. Everything’s a competition between us, I’m beginning to believe she’s a narcissist.

If I drop her I’ll be alone at school, because my other friends I don’t enjoy being around and i wont fit in with others.

I wish I could find friends with interests like mine. Nature photography, art, etc. In my school everyone is very judgemental and I see them as pathetic. I know one day I’ll find friends just like me and friends that are amazing, but as of now I don’t know what to do. She brings my happiness level from 100% to 0 in a second and I pretend to laugh it off. When I’m around her she also makes fun of other people, calling them ugly, fat, etc. I don’t know if it’s to joke around or if she truly toxic. What should I do?