Dear Best friend.

I accept your apology. I honestly miss you so much but I’m so prideful that I’d rather go through this ugly feeling than to fix things with you 😒. Ig my excuse was that I had apologized first but nothing came out of it, we continued arguing so I wasn’t about to do that again since it took a lot for me to apologize in the first place. Admittedly, I think you have my heart. We just vibe on such a different level that I don’t even need marijuana to get deep with you because our connection is strong. We make each other laugh & I feel empty without you. I haven’t laughed. I haven’t joked, I haven’t ranted. You’re the only person I was able to do that with. I didn’t want the relationship because I was tired of falling in love & ending up with a clingy, immature dude. However, you’re also not at the stage of growth where I want you to be. You still have a lot to learn, as do I. We have one more year left of high school, we’ll go on that road trip we talked about, talk under the stars & pursue our career. College will be the deciding factor of wether we’ll go our separate ways or find a way to stick together, like we have since 7th grade. If it’s meant to be, It will be 🌳

-2:19 AM (Sunday, April 29)