Does he still love me?

Hey guys, sorry but I need to vent.

My boyfriend and I have been doing long distance for just over 2 years now (he lives in New Zealand and I live in Australia)

Normally we text everyday, but he hasn’t messaged me in a week, I messaged him today and he’s taken the whole day to reply. I’m fine with that fact, but he has been talking to his gamer friends over me. He goes on his video games rather than saying a simple ‘hi, how’s your day?’.

I feel as though I cannot trust him either as he has cheated on me before and never told me until just before I was set to fly to NZ. He cheated with his ex, his reasoning was because ‘he felt weak, he missed me’ this was 3 months into our relationship...

I say I can’t trust him and he gets pissy with me.

I feel as though he says he loves me out of habit, and he sometimes irritates me as he is so childish.

I love him dearly and want so badly to trust him but I can’t.

I don’t feel as though we belong together anymore. I am the only girl in my class and the guys there make me feel as though I belong (none of them are interested as they have girlfriends).

Should I break up with him? Or do we simply need a break from each other?