TTC and 44

Very long story short. M/C at 18, son at 19. Blighted ovum at 20, 9 m/c’s by 26, ectopic (loss of left tube) at 26, over 100 more m/c’s over the last 18 years. All of them chemical pregnancies. 8 fertility doctors and many drugs, tests, injections. With no answers. Now 44, 9 days late 2 hpt’s negative. Haven’t had a late period even with ectopic and with all of the chemical pregnancies. I also have not had premenopausal symptoms. I don’t know what to think. Obviously making a dr. Apt this week. What a heartbreaking and frustrating and emotional journey it has been.