So, I’m in a long distance relationship that’s been going on for about 5 months. Thing have been a little tough just because him and I aren’t near each other. We’ve already said ‘I love you’ to each other and have both said that we don’t wanna lose each other.

Yesterday I was busy with school work and he’s been a bit distant lately, which I didn’t like but I didn’t wanna call him out on it. I snap chatted him after going to the movies with my dad and it had his username and not the name I put him under

I looked at his “profile” on Snapchat and it said that I hadn’t added him on the add, so then I start freaking out.

(I’ve had horrible relationships before where this has happened and they end up never talking to me again, so I was extremely worried)

I texted him and it came up ‘sent as text message’ and didn’t say delivered or anything like that.

He usually wakes up around 7 am and says good morning to me. He always says goodnight to me as well.

Last night, I had accidentally exited out of Snapchat and went back in to see that his account was GONE.

I completely lost it. I had already had a horrible week so this was just the cherry on top of all the shit I was dealing with.

Now I’m scared that I’ve lost him and I don’t think that I’ll get over this.