Another negative 💔

That time of the month when your period is due and you decide to test and as usual you get a negative,well im trying not to give up not to fell heartbroken but it hurts a little more every month,ttc#2 since feb 2016 im 33 now and feeling fed up not sure how many more negatives i can take, trying not to cry and get on with my day feels harder every month ,i get hope reading other peoples long hard journeys ending with a postive test thinking this will be my month i will get my baby and then bam another negative just fed up and heart broken on this long hard journey