I hate how big my boobs are

For starters I’m 5’0 I’m not skinny but I’m definitely not obese.

I’m a 36 DD and I’m extremely uncomfortable with how big my boobs are. Because of my stature I can’t wear anything that has thin strap, wide / low necklines, and it makes my torso and butt look tiny. I can’t afford to get a reduction I’m only 19, I’m just looking for a way to cope with this until I can do something about it. My main problem is that I just feel like they are such a distraction and inconvenience in my everyday life. Finding clothes that fit me is slim to none, I spend 45 minutes a day trying to cover them up. I just feel like they don’t fit my body and lately it has really been getting to me. Even when I loose weight, there is no change in the size of them and I feel trapped. I know they could be a lot worse and larger (which I’m sure will happen when I have kids) but is anyone else struggling with this? How are you dealing? What clothing makes you feel most comfortable?