Disapointed and crying my eyes out...share your positive TTC stories beautiful ladies!

TTC sucks..really, I feel like Im about to stop it and give the f*ck up. I was 19 days late!!! I had nausea, lower back pains, crazy dreams, and ALL other symptoms, but BFNs...I was never in my life late for period so of course I was hoping Im pregnant, and tests just somehow can not pick it... and today bitch AF showed her ugly face. I'm just speechless, disapointed, depressed, said, tired and so on...girl please..if you have some sucsessful, positive stories, just share in comment! I feel like I need some positivity and good stories.