someone please kill me 😓

so ridht now idk what to do because me and my boyfriend had sex last night ...everithing was going alright until he put it on my ass and that shit hurt so much so we kept having sex and then he went for a second time to put inside my ass so he he did and welll then i guess u can say shit came out ...and omg i really wanted to die so i went to the restroom and i really wanted to cry but then my boyfriend comes and tells me that accidents happen .. but now im to emberrased to face him or text him 😱😱