overweight before getting pregnant

I had just lost 20lbs before i got pregnant puting me at 203. My first two pregnancies i started at 125 and then 145 i took loads of pictures. This time around i just feel really fat! I wasnt taking many photos before hand because my chunky face now I just dont feel good about myself. I cant tell if im showing or just fat...

the pic in burgundy is around Dec22nd my daughters bday.

the pic with my fiance is from march and since ive completely chopped my hair off because the color had my hair two different textures.