my mum doesn't get me.

so, my mum & i aren't close. we haven't been for a few years now, lately i've been feelin' worse than usual & in a meeting, i decided to tell her. but she didn't seem to care, & implied if i was struggling to get out of bed, she would 'drag me out'.

afterwards, when we got home, she told me that i don't struggle w panic attacks (which i have for five years.)

truly, i feel trapped in my home. i don't wanna leave my room, i don't want to be here but i don't want to be at school either. she said she would book me a doctors appointment, but she hasn't because she thinks i'm lying to get out of school.

has anyone been in a relationship like this? we can't talk it out because we'll just argue.