Trying to stay positive...

So we have been trying for awhile. This is the last chance to get pregnant where I won’t be in the geriatric pregnancy boat. Doctor has ordered all the fertility tests just in case I don’t get pregnant this cycle. So far this cycle my boobs hurt more than I have ever had to deal with and I’ve had pretty consistent cramps the entire time since my last cycle. Trying to stay positive but my brain keeps popping in with the facts don’t look good. I just want a baby so bad 💔. Praying this is the month. Venting over. Just felt like I needed to tell someone.