Baby.

So, I had a little one almost a year ago. He is my husband's and my 3rd child. We decided after he was born that we were done having babies. Now, we had one pregnancy "scare" (honestly, we don't use any form of bc except for not sleeping together during my more fertile days... so really if we do get pregnant I wouldn't be in utter shock) and he was pretty relieved when I ended up getting my period. Me? I was actually sad. I wanted both little lines to show up (which is odd because I'm ALWAYS saying I don't want another baby...) Has anyone else dealt with conflicting emotions about it? I feel like if I do end up pregnant I might stress a little but we're stable and financially comfortable but I wouldn't freak out. But my husband might. I don't really know what the point of this thread is. Maybe just putting my thoughts down somewhere. I'm stuck between wanting another baby and knowing that a fourth isn't what I want at the same time. :/