Feeling alone can anyone relate?

For all of the women who can have children. Do any of you NOT want to have children, weather it be no children at all or to adopt?

I don’t want kids, I’d consider adoption later when my life is more stable but I know I don’t want biological children.

My family, ESPECIALLY my Grama, will not leave it alone. I can’t stand it. She completely dismisses me telling her I will consider adoption later on. I dont know what to even say anymore. Every time I see her she makes some kind of comment. Can anyone else relate? Am I on my own with this one? 😔😒😑