It will all be ok

My husband and I have been struggling TTC for just about two years now; I have pcos, endo, a small (benign) tumor on my pituitary gland that messes with hormone levels, and recently had surgery in relation to some other fertility stuff that was wrong with me. Yes, I’m a flaming hot mess. In general we don’t get to spend a lot of time together because we work so much to help make up the financial burden of infertility, but this weekend was different.

This weekend we had a friends wedding, and I forgot how nice it is to dress up, just relax, have a drink, dance a little, and to celebrate what we do have. Yes we are struggling with having a child, yes it is emotionally and mentally exhausting, but one thing that I never can or will take for granted is that I have someone I can rely on, someone who cares for me more than I imagined anyone could.

So I just have to keep reminding myself that, yes, it will all be ok in the end; child or not. I will always have him ♥️