I swear this month I had all the simptoms to a BFP... Even the metal taste in mouth... But tonight AF decided to make her unwanted visit... I'm trying so hard to conceive, doing everything by the book, taking my vitamins and hormone pills but it seems not to be working at all... Well, maybe I'm not supposed to be a mom... 41 years old, healthy (as far as I know), in a stable relationship, professionally successful and... empty, hopeless, sad. I feel so lost right now. Well, I have an appointment with a well-known fertility doctor next month, in order to start my FIV treatment. I wish I could conceive my baby naturally, but it looks like an impossible goal to achieve. Baby dust and kisses from Brazil to you all ❤️😭