Finally ttc!!

I accidentally got pregnant a little over a year ago with a guy that wasn’t so good to me and cheated A LOT. I put up with way more than I should have bc I wanted my child to have a father and he straight up told me if I leave him not to expect his help. Then I miscarried. My heart was broken, although I was happy to get away from him. Not long after I met my current boyfriend. He’s sweet, loving, supportive, and such a hard worker. For a while after the miscarriage I decided I didn’t want babies for a long long time due to being scared I might have to go through that again, but for the last few months I’ve caught an extreme case of baby fever. I’ve felt such a void and I’ve wanted a baby SO bad. Saturday night my boyfriend finally asked me if I wanted to start trying! We’re moving into a new place with 2 bedrooms as soon as they finish the bathroom, and I couldn’t be more ecstatic! We’ve agreed not to tell anyone just in case I go through the same thing I did last time, so I thought I’d post here to at least tell someone and get it off my chest. Wish me luck👶🏻❤️