Baby’s every where :(

Is it just me or is it the more you long for a baby the more you want a baby the more every single woman around you is either cradling a beautiful bump or clutching a stroller with a precious little bundle inside?!

Me and my husband have been very actively trying for almost a year now. I have a daughter from a previous relationship who is five.

But had a very traumatic birth so when we decided to try for a child we both had fertility checks - all fantastic healthy apparently model candidates.

Which makes it so much harder relieving my period every month and realising another month down and still no joy of little toes.

I shouldn’t be selfish as I have a happy healthy beautiful daughter I know many people long for just one child! So I’m sorry to anyone reading this who feels I have no right to be this upset.. however my husband is an amazing father to my daughter and I don’t know how many more months I can watch his heart break every time I shake my head to disappoint him.

Trying to conceive is a horrible process at times it’s hard, it’s stressful, it’s emotional and it is testing. I just feel like I’m the only woman in the world who has this problem as everywhere I look there are beautiful moms with beautiful babies and I can’t help but be so incredibly jealous. Please tell me I’m not alone?