Update: I told my bf that was going to break up with him bc I cheated on him it was the most hardest thing I have ever done and it hurt me so much but I could tell that he was more heartbroken. At first I wasn’t going to tell him bc I knew that he was going to be able to handle it but I decided to tell him. When I told him he started crying and then just became more upset at the fact that I did it with someone else. He couldn’t stop asking me questions about it and he said that he can’t stop imagining it. He was filled with so much anger. As the night went on he saw that I was crying. We went to my house bc he wanted to and I tried to distract him but watching a movie. I was getting late and he said If I wanted to come to his house and btw I sleepover during the weekend and it was so idk if he wanted me there but he did ask and said if I wanted to sleep over and I said only if u wanted me to and he said yes. The next morning I found out that he went through my phone and I told him that this is probably why we need a break from each other. He dropped me off to my house. He came by later that day and he said that he wanted to hang out and be with me even though I can’t tell that he was sill sad and mad. We spent the day at the fair and then we went to his house again to have dinners as always. What I’m basically saying is that he won’t leave me and I said that we are just friend for now but idk what to do and how to break it off with him.