Anyone wanna just have a f*ck life rant?

So I've been having really irregular periods the past 5 months (went 4 months without one) got pills to kick start it, it worked but still have months where I miss a period. So naturally tracking my cycle for TTC has been difficult mainly because I was hardly ovulating. Well, from everything my doctor is telling me its looking at though I have PCOS. My hormones (testosterone) are elevated which is the cause mainly for my irregular periods and one of my ovaries has some enlargement of some sort (can't remember the words exactly) as one does with pcos, however I don't get cyst or hair in strange areas. I'm just pissed and sad at the same time about everything. Our friend got pregnant her first fucking try and guess what? They weren't even really trying (tracking, ovulation test, etc.). Just wanted to vent and bullshit to the world. Baby dust to everyone ❤️