Am I totally out of the game? About 12dpo BFN or vvvvfl?

Was really convinced this could be my month, this is the only time in a year I’ve felt ‘pregnant’ and had so many symptoms 😭 AF due on the 2nd I’m on day 29 I ovulated around day 17 and there was plenty on BD around that time. My cycles usually last between 30-32 days, so AF due on the 2nd onwards, though I don’t feel like it’s on it’s way the way I usually would this time of the month. Tonight I tested and got a BFN, for a while I thought I could see a line but I think I was just convincing myself, believing what I wanted to see. Am I totally out of the game or is there still a chance? We’re trying for baby #1 so I’ve no idea really