Anyone else super nervous!? 😩😩

So we were TTC for 9 cycles before getting a BFP on Saturday at 8-9DPO even a digital came out pregnant and I hear those take longer to work. I have a 5.5 yr old and everything was fine with her. Anyone else get a BFP and even though I’m excited I’m so scared of a miscarriage I’m freaking myself out!!!! I need some support and positive ladies here. Due date seems to be 1/9/19 but others says 1/5/19 based on LMP. First doctors appt isn’t until 6/4. It feels so far away! 😭😭😭😭