Ok so our son is 8 months old and it has been a loooonnngg damn time since I have had a real orgasm or enjoyed sex with my husband. I love him to pieces but it's been a terribly stressful year. Our son was in the NICU, my husband's father had a massive stroke and was really really sick before he finally passed away on Valentine's Day, his mom has been staying with us for a while... the list goes on.

Anyway, so his mom finally left this weekend and I have been reading a lot, lately the subject has been romance novels and bdsm. Let me say that we are very vanilla in the bedroom and pretty comfortable with it but it does get boring. I don't know how we ended up on the subject but I was talking to him in the car on the way home from Costco to buy diapers and formula and our little guy is asleep in the back. I start telling him about the very wide range of what bdsm entails from just the person being on top as a form of dominance all the way to dungeon in the basement masochism. He asked if I liked any of that stuff and he knows I like my nipples played with a little rough and we started talking about clamps. (Blush!) I revealed to him that I think it's pretty damn hot to be dominated but I like to push boundaries and be a "brat". Well we pull into the garage and it started out like every other grocery haul.

Until he grabbed me by the back of the neck and starts making out with me. He fisted my hair in his big rough hands and kisses down my neck and starts biting my collar bone (super hot zone for me!). I let out the most unladylike moan and palmed him through his pants. He grabbed my hand away from his groin and backs me up into my own car next to his in the garage and picks me up. He set me down on top of the hood and pulls my shirt off. I was too distracted to notice he had unhooked my bra while he was biting me and I ended up topless. I started giggling and told him I felt so exposed and that I was afraid the baby would wake up. (He kept the window of his car rolled down so we could hear him just in case.) He asked why I was blushing so much!

Then he pulls out his cock through his jeans and says, "better make sure my dick is nice and wet." Ohhhhhhh honey. Then the light of the garage door opener shut off and we were in the dark. He grabbed my hair and pushed me onto my knees (something I like when giving him head) and I didn't even hesitate (usually I make him work for a blow job but I was so damn turned on at this point) I make sure he is good and lubed up and ready to take the plunge. He pulls me back up and turns me around, bends me over the hood of my own car, pulls down my pants and slid into me. I am ass up over my own car trying to keep my moaning quiet while he is thrusting into me from behind. I had goosebumps rolling all over my body from my ankles, up my legs, up my stomach, my chest and down my arms. My legs started shaking and I came hard! That must have sent him over because I felt him spurting and twitching inside me. He grinded against me and playfully smacked my butt (not something I like but we play and joke around with it).

Ohhhhh my god. Now I have this shit eating grin on my face. We got dressed and the baby woke up right as we brought him in. 😁

I totally understand that this isn't bdsm etc but I am hopeful that this could be the start of something a little spicy! 🌶

Honestly the books I have been reading are by Thea Harrison, Dannika Dark and there is an online Erotica site where everyday people can post and publish their own work called BooksieSilk.com. I enjoy both fantasy and dystopian genres and luckily they are pretty popular right now so I am never in want. Sometimes you have to weed through some bad ones but it's worth it! Also Audible/Kindle has a new Romance option for monthly subscribers. Sorry to sound like a walking advertisement but get it girls!