Sexually frustrated... Please read

Hey guys! So here’s the dealio.... I am 18 and a Christian. I have, just like all you other ladies, had hormones driving me nuts for a very veryyy long time now (shocker right)

and I am considering caving in on finally having sex. I do feel physically and emotionally ready for it but I am unsure if I should actually do it due to me being a Christian... I know it’s not “right” to have sex before marriage but the thing I’m worried about is being happy in the future, will I still be able to get a good man and live a happy life? Or is it going to be limited and I’ll be doomed forever if I have sex now?

Gosh I probably sound dumb, but I’m open for ANY advice anyone can give to what I should rather do or whatever, you know like will I be punished and be sent to hell. Don’t get me wrong I have a good relationship with God but I am very unclear about all this

Just a side note... I have never really done anything sexually or been in a real relationship for about more than 4 years now