Am I strange

I’m straight, but I’m feeling quite anxious about a few things. Whenever I jack off and look at porn, I always watch the women, and barely ever look at the men..... like ever. But all my life I have never ever once been attracted romantically to a woman? I hope this is normal, like I’m honestly in love with a guy rn, have been for quite some time, but with porn I always look at the women.