He still doesn’t want us

Squealy

He chose a new relationship over our baby and I. I have been in therapy for months but I just don’t see the end of the sadness. I can’t understand why he doesn’t want to take the effort to work on things.

I don’t deserve to feel this way. We don’t deserve this at all.

What have I done so wrong? And why is she better than myself and our baby?

I hope this pain ends soon. It’s killing me.