I’m Taking It Pretty Hard...

I had a miscarriage a couple weeks ago and it just kills me. Although I wasn’t exactly ready to have a kid yet, I was prepared to have to be ready because I had always dreamed about having kids and I love the thought of being pregnant and what not. I was about 7 weeks when the miscarriage happened and I just feel like I could have done something to make it not happen. I was so stressed and didn’t really know if I was actually pregnant or not until I took a test where it was faint (but a positive). And then my miscarriage happened. I feel like the stress is what made it happen and it kills me...