April baby will be May baby!!

I went for my last appointment today and I’ve progressed to 1cm. Not ideal at 40+5. My BP has been trending up the last few weeks, not enough to cause a problem just enough to notice. My induction is scheduled for 7:00am tomorrow morning and I’m having mixed emotions. I’m physically miserable. I know everybody says enjoy this last little bit of quiet, but I’ve stopped sleeping because I can’t get comfortable and I’m not eating because everything makes me sick. My doctor also put me out on maternity leave two weeks ago because I work too far away from the hospital and he thought it would be safer, so I’m eating up my leave time. He said they’d start with prostaglandins then pitocin and they’d let me go two days before they stepped in and took him. I’m completely drained and so upset because this is not how I imagined my first baby would come. I’m trying to rest up now because I know the next few days are going to be a battle. Hopefully he just needs a little coaxing and he’ll come right out.

I’ll have to change my sign 😩😩😩