NEED ADVICE BEFORE I SHUT DOWN

today has to be the shittest day yet. my partner woke up snuggled me and everything was good even had sex then right after he said we need to take a break. he says I been pushing him away with my depression and barely having work.. he wants to fully leave come July 1 if I am not better and that I stop getting mad at his family to him.. i have had severe deppression not ending since january amd he is done that nothing Will make me happy... we then had a break in today at our home... We found out it was our now ex friends.. We had a fight just now cause his mom wants him to spend the night when we go home for a trip (3 nights, technically there 2 days as 2 days are travel) and we don't have time for him to spent the night the day before we leave as she also lives 1hr and half away from where we are staying with his dad. she can see him and all but she also wants ONLY him to spend the night... I just want to give up all together on today