pregnant

I'm 5w3d today according to LMP. I found out yesterday morning. I'm visiting my family out of state and my husband is at home. he has no idea I'm preggo. I wanna tell him soooooo bad but I have to wait till I get home!!! our one year wedding anniversary is on Saturday so im surprising him then but UGH I just wanna be excited with him. anyone feel me? it's so hard😫😫😫 4.5 more days!!!