rant.

Al

I was at the store Saturday looking at bathing suits, my husband wants me to have a bikini because you need to "show off your bump" he said. so we were looking and this rude girl who seems just a few years younger than me. was giving me dirty looks and said don't you think you should have a 1 piece or maybe something more covering. as she looked at my baby bump. now I've already had body issues that I've been working on, help I'm still in recovery from anorexia, and I'm usually really polite but I don't know what it was maybe the hormones. but I looked right at her and

said Fuck off. I'm pregnant with my 2nd I'll be full term in the middle of summer. I walked away baught myself a great lakes coffee, decaf of course and got in our truck an cried. partly out of anger and partly out of embarrassment. now I don't even want to think about going to the beach this summer.