I’m trying not to give up too soon.. the woman with a retroverted womb 😩

So this is cycle 2 of ttc. Last month hubby had to go off for work so our timing with trying to conceive was off so I wasn’t surprised when af arrived though I would have been happy she hadn’t come. Now Cycle 2 we baby dance around my fertile peak every other day and I even laid down after sex to give the swimmers time to race to the egg lol. On ovulation day (day 14 I assume) I felt soreness on the side of my breast and I was confused as of why . Then as time progressed my Breast got heavier and even more sore. Now I’m five days until af and my breast soreness has simmered down a bit and since Saturday april 29 I’ve been having af like cramping . I’m trying to stay hopeful but a part of me is like screw it I’m giving up because af is coming 😩